||[21 Mar 2014|11:52pm]
[x] they call me: katherine
[x] also: kat
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: january 24 1991
[x] age: 23
[x] status: taken __xO
[x] nationality: italian & austrian
[x] best friend[s]: lauren vicky lydia ashton steph
[x] most memorable memory: graduating college?
[x] worst?: losing loved ones
[x] first word uttered: not sure that's what happens when you're not the first child
[x] first best friend ever!?: shannon
[x] college planning to go: RHODY
[x] future resident of: connecticut or florida or NYC
[x] wedding: in big church
[x] children: 3
[x] feeling: nostalgic
[x] Listening: how i met your mother
[x] Talking: to Lydia
[x] doing: this survey and watching how i met your mother
[x] craving: girl scout cookies
[x] thinking of: how fucking stupd i was to think people read thsese
[x] hating: not having a couch
[x] love is: exciting
[x] best love song: everything - michael buble
[x] when love hurts, you: punch them in the face and eat ice cream
[x] true or false - all you need is love: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: ask Randy
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: sense of humor
[x] turn offs: smoking
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: yes
[x] what kinda hair style?: put together
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: bar
[x] are you the type of person to ask for sns?: back in the day
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: For myself? long
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: basketball
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: best friend
[x] tv or radio: tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks
[x] mc donalds or burger king: micky d's
[x] summer or winter: winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: written
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: nick
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: sing
[x] reggae or slow dance: reggae
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: google
[x] can you swim?: Yeah
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: ugh too many
[x] what are you scared of?: dying & robbers
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: graduating college landing bob
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: good one
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yes
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 1
[x] how many phones?: 2
[x] how many residents?: 2
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: alot
• outfit: leggings and fun tank
• hairstyle: ponytail
• jewelry: bracelet
• nail color: lilac
• cut yourself: no
• lick yourself: hahahahahahah depends
• whine a lot: of couuuurrrrseeeee duuuuhh
• yell a lot: yes
• hate a lot of people: no
• have too many friends: nope... never too many ;]
• want to die: nope
• have a bf/gf: yessir
• do drugs: nope
• wear dark colors: when it works
• dye your hair: ... i have..
• shave strange places: nope
||[21 Mar 2014|11:43pm]
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me. But it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once...and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember... to relax, and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. Don't worry... you will someday.
- Lester Burnham from American Beauty
“First loves are never really over. Nobody’s perfect, it doesn’t mean it wasn’t worth your while.”
- - How to Deal
Heres to lying, stealing, cheating, and drinking.
If you must lie, lie with the one you love.
If you must steal, steal away from bad company.
If you must cheat, cheat death.
And if you drink, drink to the moments that take your breath away.
Never hate your enemies, it affects your judgement.
- from The Godfather
"They say, when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up."
- Big Fish
Love is an accident waiting to happen, Desire is a stranger you think you know, Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves, Truth is a game we play to win, Those who believe in love at first sight never stop looking.
- From 'Closer' '*Chelsie*'
Einstein said, "If your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another, before you do anything decide first whether you have a better head or a better heart"
the book to read is not the one that thinks for you but the one which makes you think - harper lee
Every life has one true-love snapshot – the five people you meet in heaven
“strangers,” the blue man said, “are just family you have yet to come to know” – the five people you meet in heaven
“The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we’re alone” – the five people you meet in heaven
“That’s the thing. Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on to someone else.” _ The Five People you Meet in Heaven
“All endings are also beginnings, we just don’t know it at the time.” – The Five people You Meet in Heaven
“Being happy isn’t everything. You only sleep good when you’re being a good person” – True confessions of a heartless girl
|YOUR BOYFRIEND SUCKS.
||[14 Mar 2011|09:11pm]
You're better off without him
Don't call him
He's breaking your heart.
He's hanging with your best friend
And you're waiting there
It's tearing you apart.
He lied to you a thousand times,
When I was there he kept you waiting.
And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.
Finally got the nerve to tell you
How much you mean to me
You said that I was your best friend,
A real sweet guy
But that's all I'd ever be.
||[23 Sep 2010|01:19am]
"Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: "You're nowhere near ready". And the other half says: "Make her yours forever". Michael, Caroline asked me what would I say if I knew you could hear me. I said: "I do know. I love you. God, I miss you, and I forgive you."
there's so many things i wish i could have said when i had the chance, and its all too late for that now.
||[18 Sep 2010|08:55am]
why is my life a series of "if i wanted to date my exboyfriend, i would just go back to him. so stop"?
||[10 Sep 2010|08:56am]
this is why i dont ever agree to this shit. someone always gets hurt and usually its me. gehoawaowle
||[12 Aug 2010|11:34pm]
i want someone who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous. i want someone who would sing to me at random moments. someone who is more goofy than romantic. a boy who'd throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.someone who'd bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games & then let me win. a guy who would call me even if he didn't want to. a guy who'd make fun of me just to hear my laugh. he'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. someone who i could share lollypops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. we'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and squirt water guns at each other in the house. but mostly, someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. he would just always make me smile.
||[12 Aug 2010|11:26pm]
Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing. It still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts. - The Last Kiss
sometimes i really think to myself that i can't be any stupider.. and then it happens. what was i thinking having feelings for someone who obviously doesn't want a relationship. you can't force it on someone and you certainly can't live in a dream land. this conversation never happened, i don't have the courage to bring it up. it will certainly not be the first time i begin the conversation into opening a relationship. i just WISH HE WOULD DO IT.
|saves the day - 1:19
||[27 Jul 2010|09:07pm]
It was almost night time so we stayed inside, and closed our eyes. I whispered a thought that I had. We slept while holding hands couldn't sleep the cold. You said, "Just being near you for awhile is enough." I thought you have the most wonderful sense of feeling right, and the most wonderful sense of being here tonight.
|you caught me off guard.. again.
||[25 Jul 2010|06:38pm]
this weekend was one of those eye-openers you get every so often, the ones that make you contemplate for hours as if it was a novel in English class, filled with hidden signs. I'm focusing on what was said, what wasn't said, what comments I ignored that should have been answered, and where it's going to take me. It's like when I realized the reason I find so much comfort on the right side of the bed is due to countless nights running to my parents room after nightmares only to sleep on the abandoned side my dad left when he was on business. it's the times i get superstitious only to realize nothing went wrong due to the odd number, cracks, etc.
It was all the silly things - ordering chinese to eat in bed watching tv, going to the arcade on the beach to just win endless amounts of tickets over silly competitions. It's waking up to joke in bed & forget about the outside world. I'm sick of being complicated and stubborn, even with myself. I'm letting my guard down i'm pretty sure i'm extremely high maintenance when I pretend not to be. I'm sorry for that. It's the best feeling to know when I'm with you, everything pans out better than I could imagine. It's like waking up to you in dark hours coming back to bed, pretending to sleep when I catch you kissing me on the forehead before closing your eyes again. I don't want it to end and that's why i'm scared to let anything really begin. But i can't keep pushing that unknown away, because if it never comes, I'd be so let down. The trouble is even with fairy tales, they have to end, and i never want to feel that things are ending with you.