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[22 Feb 2008|09:34am] |
it's been a really long time since i posted anything on here. but anyway every thing is going pretty well with my life i can't honestly complain. casey and i have been dating for almost 9 months now or so, and it's been good except for a few bumps here and there, but everyone has that. school isn't going as well as it should be but i really need to buckle down and focus on that more than i've been other than that everything at home is well too, i dont have anything to really post about love. !
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[07 Sep 2007|04:15pm] |
weeeeeeeee i got my license
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| how much do clothes cost in the matrix? |
[21 Aug 2007|06:46pm] |
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i don't want to go back to school well actually maybe i do i just don't want to work, because that's all ive been doing. saturday im going to nj with casey. im so excited. its weird because we talked about it like 5 months ago and now we're going, only its with the family to meet more family. =X im so nervous. well anyway i have the night off and tomorrow i dont work til seven im so relaxed. i think ill pack up and watch grandma's boy. (: love you all
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[06 Aug 2007|08:50am] |
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so now my life is completely turned around. i'm over brian, in fact, i don't really understand why it was so hard to get over him in the first place. i've been working my ass off all summer [only days off besides the cruise were spaced two weeks apart]. fjweahoifhow anyway casey & i seem to be doing really well,obviously, since there was always something good going on between him and me.
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[01 Apr 2007|12:25am] |
im leaving for costa rica thursday, and im so excited. of course there's the anxiety of something happening or getting sick, or ek, my period.. but im not worreid. i can't say that i will ever have a chance to do this agian, so thats why im going now. i know ill learn a lot, and ill def bring back a lot of pictures.
on another note, i fear that i'm repeating what happened and everything that went on at this time last year. I can't say that I didn't do anything to help it, but i could have done more. i'm so upset over all of this because i swore i wouldn't let it go this bad again. =\
Softball is going well. Coach is mad at me but i can understand that. we won our first game, which was a scrimmage, 7-5. i took a single off a short grounder and hit a fly ball to left that got caught. Hopefully i'll get more playing time next game because i don't want to ride the bench all season just because coach is mad at me for going to costa rica.
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[19 Feb 2007|10:25pm] |
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i basically spent our 6 day vacation at brians, or with him. it was nice, i really got to know his family much much beetter than i did. now i'm waiting for him to get home from work.. and im working on some homework i have to do. we got such a crazy ass amount of snow and im kind of mad i didnt get to go outside as much as i did. i went sledding but that was about it.. brian and i went out to eat for valentine's day, it was lovely. hopefully i'll get to see nikki this weekend, and lauren and i are going to ny soon.. and yeahh. lol.
( survey cuz im bored )
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| i never thought this life was possible |
[08 Feb 2007|10:53pm] |
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so lately everything's been greattt! brian and i have been hanging out alot, again. hopefully not drastic hugely bad drama =\. i forgave him for whatever, and we're starting over & it's been good. Vicky's finally trying to find her independence and that makes me really happy. my parents are in ohio for the next few days so im just here watching the kids. it seems like college/the rest of our lives is coming on so fast. im preparing for the sat's and its making me crazy because i acn't believe how close they are and how these are so important in dictating what college we get into and what we plan on basing our careers on. another thing is that i haven't really written in a long time. with preparing for softball and working out and just hanging out i haven't really done anything to inspire myself or just relaxed enough to write, let alone break out something good. i've started reading more however, which enlightens me. i want to get back to my older self when i used to be more english-involved and produce some really nice poetry(in my opinion, cough). anyway, nikki's coming down this weekend, so that should be fun. and hopefully i'll be dropping off job aplications.
( hanging by a moment here with you )
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| shitty 16 what? |
[15 Jan 2007|05:36pm] |
6346347277: wellll to tell you the truth, i really dont know. i dont remember what we did, i know i kissed him. and i dont remember anything after that, thats how freaking horrible i was. and i really had no idea what i was doing, and i can garentee you he didnt either. he started drinking before i even got there, so he was worse then i was.
im glad he lied to me. now i know he's a complete and total asshole and i have no doubt in my mind that i haven't done something worse to him than he has to me.
thanks for a great fucking birthday. i really mean it.
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[13 Jan 2007|11:53pm] |
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i can't believe he's lying to me
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