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nfggcchik @ 2010-03-16T19:00:00

2010-03-16T23:00:49Z

sooo im here at college, uri, having a great time. i joined chi omega, and i love it and all the girls in it. honestly though i miss all my friends from home and i wish they could be sharing this experience along with me. :( but they're out doing big things as well. alright thats all i have for now, see you when i update in another year lol

nfggcchik @ 2010-01-04T23:39:00

2010-01-05T04:39:57Z

2009 confessions:

I confess that in 2009 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool<-- was in love with a fool?
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex on the lips
(x) dating someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
(x) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) made a junior varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

OTHER

(x)painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped thats gross(in your own food)
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you almost peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
(x) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life.
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
(x) tried drug(s) mary-jew-wanna, fools.
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(xxxxxxxxxxxxx) Enjoyed this year overall

a brand new year awaits

2008-12-26T22:34:14Z

I confess that in 2008 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(X) made-out in/on a car
(X) kissed in the snow
(X) kissed in the rain
(X) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(X) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex on the lips
(X) dating someone you'll never forget
(X) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
(X) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
(X) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(X) met one teacher you really hated
(X) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(X) did something you were proud of
(X) discovered a new talent
(X) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(X) proved yourself an idiot
(X) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
(X) made a varsity team
( ) made a junior varsity team
(X) were involved in something you'll never forget
(X) got sent to the office

OTHER

( )painted a picture
(X) wrote a poem
(X) ran a mile
(X) listened to music you couldn't stand
(X) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(X) went to a sleepover
(X) went to camp
(X) threw a surprise party
(X) laughed till you cried
(X) laughed till you almost peed in your pants
(X) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(X) visted a foreign state
(X) cooked a disasterous meal
(X) lost something important to you
(X) got a gift you adore
(X) realized something new about yourself
(X) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life.
(X) someone close to you died
(X) went to a party
(X) drank alcohol
(X) drank alcohol underage
(X) tried drug(s) .
(X) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(X) read a great book
(X) saw a great movie
( X) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(X) saw your favorite band/artist live
(X) saw someone famous in person
(X) did something you want to tell everyone
(X) Enjoyed this year overall

whoa

2008-02-22T14:39:48Z

it's been a really long time since i posted anything on here. but anyway
every thing is going pretty well with my life i can't honestly complain.
casey and i have been dating for almost 9 months now or so, and it's been good except for a few bumps here and there, but everyone has that.
school isn't going as well as it should be but i really need to buckle down and focus on that more than i've been
other than that everything at home is well too, i dont have anything to really post about
love. !

nfggcchik @ 2007-09-07T16:15:00

2007-09-07T20:16:08Z

weeeeeeeee
i got my license

how much do clothes cost in the matrix?

2007-08-21T22:46:59Z

i don't want to go back to school
well actually maybe i do
i just don't want to work, because that's all ive been doing.
saturday im going to nj with casey. im so excited.
its weird because we talked about it like 5 months ago and now we're going, only its with the family to meet more family. =X im so nervous.
well anyway i have the night off
and tomorrow i dont work til seven
im so relaxed. i think ill pack up and watch grandma's boy. (: love you all

nfggcchik @ 2007-08-06T08:50:00

2007-08-06T12:51:00Z

so now my life is completely turned around.
i'm over brian, in fact, i don't really understand why it was so hard to get over him in the first place.
i've been working my ass off all summer [only days off besides the cruise were spaced two weeks apart]. fjweahoifhow
anyway
casey & i seem to be doing really well,obviously, since there was always something good going on between him and me.

nfggcchik @ 2007-04-01T00:25:00

2007-04-01T04:25:41Z

im leaving for costa rica thursday, and im so excited. of course there's the anxiety of something happening or getting sick, or ek, my period.. but im not worreid. i can't say that i will ever have a chance to do this agian, so thats why im going now. i know ill learn a lot, and ill def bring back a lot of pictures.

on another note, i fear that i'm repeating what happened and everything that went on at this time last year. I can't say that I didn't do anything to help it, but i could have done more. i'm so upset over all of this because i swore i wouldn't let it go this bad again. =\

Softball is going well. Coach is mad at me but i can understand that. we won our first game, which was a scrimmage, 7-5. i took a single off a short grounder and hit a fly ball to left that got caught. Hopefully i'll get more playing time next game because i don't want to ride the bench all season just because coach is mad at me for going to costa rica.

nfggcchik @ 2007-02-19T22:25:00

2007-02-20T03:25:34Z

i basically spent our 6 day vacation at brians, or with him. it was nice, i really got to know his family much much beetter than i did. now i'm waiting for him to get home from work.. and im working on some homework i have to do. we got such a crazy ass amount of snow and im kind of mad i didnt get to go outside as much as i did. i went sledding but that was about it..
brian and i went out to eat for valentine's day, it was lovely.
hopefully i'll get to see nikki this weekend, and lauren and i are going to ny soon.. and yeahh. lol.

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.
1. Do you like anyone:
like doesn't begin to describe it

2. Sun or moon:
moon

3. Winter or Fall:
hmm, fall i guess

4. left or right:
righty

5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends:
two best friends, any day

6. Sunny or rainy:
sun sun sun

A B O U T . Y O U.
1. What time is it:
10;19

2. First Name:
Katherine

3. Where do you wanna live?
I think in new england

4. How many kids do you want:
less than 5

5. Do you want to get married:
yeah

7. Have you ever eaten spam:
no

8. Favorite ice cream:
cookie dough

9. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet:
6 maybe, idk. atleast 5

10. Do you cook:
yeah

11. Current mood:
tired, & not wanting to go to school tomorrow AT ALL.

LAST:
1. Person You hung out with:
Andrew

2. Rode in a car with:
Brian & Bill

3. Went to the movies with:
i don't remember

4. Went to the mall with:
Brian

5. You talked on the phone to:
Nana maybe? i don't remember

6. Made you laugh:
Casey

7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you:
Brian

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R.
1. Pierce your nose or tongue:
tongue

2. Be serious or be funny:
Funny

3. Drink whole or skim milk:
whole

4. Die in a fire or get shot:
idkk

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies:
parents

I N . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U.
1. Kissed someone:
yeah

2. Sang:
yeah, and then got a pillow over my face til i stopped

3. Been hugged:
yeahh

4. Felt stupid:
yup

5. Missed someone:
Mhmmmm

6. Danced Crazy:
nope

7. Gotten your hair cut:
no

8. Cried:
no

. S T U F F .
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops:
i don't think so

2. Do you have a Dog:
yes

3. When's the last time you've been sledding:
yesterday!

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
with someone else

5. Do you believe in ghosts:
no

6. Do you consider yourself creative:
only if i'm in my element

i never thought this life was possible

2007-02-09T03:53:55Z

so lately everything's been greattt!
brian and i have been hanging out alot, again. hopefully not drastic hugely bad drama =\. i forgave him for whatever, and we're starting over & it's been good. Vicky's finally trying to find her independence and that makes me really happy. my parents are in ohio for the next few days so im just here watching the kids.
it seems like college/the rest of our lives is coming on so fast. im preparing for the sat's and its making me crazy because i acn't believe how close they are and how these are so important in dictating what college we get into and what we plan on basing our careers on. another thing is that i haven't really written in a long time. with preparing for softball and working out and just hanging out i haven't really done anything to inspire myself or just relaxed enough to write, let alone break out something good. i've started reading more however, which enlightens me. i want to get back to my older self when i used to be more english-involved and produce some really nice poetry(in my opinion, cough).
anyway, nikki's coming down this weekend, so that should be fun. and hopefully i'll be dropping off job aplications.

207. My hair color is:
Red-Brown

206. My ex:
technically brian, umpteenth times =\

205. My favorite food is:
seafood

204. My sexuality orientation is:
straight !

203. I am normally stereotyped as:
a bitch; prep;

202. My unshortened first name is
Katherine

201. I wish I was called:
Joe bag o' donuts

200. My middle name is:
Suzanne

199. I was born on:
January 24th

198. I am a:
Aquarius

197. My cell phone company is:
Lg

196. My eye color is
Blue

195. My shoe size is:
8 1/2 - 9

194. My ring size is:
8

193. My height is:
5'1 and 3/4"

192. I am allergic to:
nothing that i know of

191. I was born in:
White Plains, NY

190. I live in:
Pennsylvania

189. The last book I read:
The Scarlet Letter by Nathanal Hawthorne

188. My bed is:
fucking awesome

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex:
they're all different

186. I am glad I'm my sex because?:
i'm allowed to complain and whine

185. Do you color your fingernails?
no

184. Have you ever had a pet hamster?
no

183. Do you own a car?:
not yetttt

179. My favorite Holiday is:
Christmas

178. The perfect kiss is:
the ones at the perfect times

177. The last three cd's I bought are:
Blanks

176. Last song that made me cry was:
Lonestar - I'm already there

175. Song that makes you smile?
The Temptations - The way you do the things you do

174. Song you love to sing?
i don't really sing

173. Singer you would love to meet dead or alive:
i don't really know

172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are):
my computer and my camera

171. Did you work yesterday?
nah

170. What did you do last night:
Worked out, went out to eat, watchd the talent show & sold coffee. hey i guess i did work!

169. What did you eat last night?
pizza & garlic knots

168. What did you drink last night?
water & ice tea

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn)
tan

I BELIEVE IN..
143. Santa? no
142. Love at first sight? no.
141. Luck? yeah
140. Fate? most certainly
139. Hate? yeah
138. Aliens? nah
136. Hell? yea
135. Ghosts? nope
134. Horoscopes? i've never really read one that led me wrong
133. Soulmates? yeah

WHICH IS BETTER?
129. Hugs or Kisses: hugs
128. Drunk or High: depends
127. Phone or Online: phone
126. Red heads or Black hair: black ♥
125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunnettes mothafucka
124. Hot or cold: cold
123. Summer or winter: winter
122. Coffee or tea: mmm toughie.
121. Chocolate or vanilla: 'nilla
120. Night or Day: night time
119. Oranges or Apples: oranges
118. Curly or Straight hair: straight

HERES WHAT I THINK ABOUT..
116. Abortion:
as long as it's the responsible decision

115. Backstabbers:
ughhhh

114. Parents:
i approve of mine

113. School:
not so bad really

LAST TIME I..
103. Yelled at someone: a few hours ago - at Casey =\
102. Last time I hugged someone: today ♥
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: last night

MISC..
90. Who's the ditziest person you know: Emma
89. Who makes you laugh the most: Vicky
87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: why i'm so fucking unorganized
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: A night in the museum
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "maybe i'll let you know, well probably not, i dunno. just figure it out"
79. Some things I love about the opposite sex are: attention they pay to me; eyes; stomach
76. This summer I am: hopefully going back to Greece/getting my license/looking at colleges
75. The thing I will miss most when I leave home is: Andrew
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most?: Starting the rest of my life
73. Tomorrow: Is Friday
72. Today: Is Thursday
71. Next Summer: I can't wait!
70. Next Week: has a four day weekend
67. People call me: Katherine or Kat
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Vicky or Brian or Lauren
61. The person that can read me the best is: Vicky
60. The one thing I can't do is: math
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: not
56. My zodiac sign is: Aquarius
55. The first person I thought I was in love with was: Brian
53. The one person who can't hide things from me: haha idk, vicky?
51. Right now I am talking to: Brian & Lauren
48. I have/will get a job at: Central House/somewhere better
47. I have these pets: dogs, cats, horses
46. I hope: I do better in school
45. The worst sound in the world: nails on a chalkboard or anything resembling it
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: me; when i over think things
35. Florida or hawaii: Hawaii
33. My favorite piece of clothing: underwear
32. My favorite sport is: softball
31. Last time I cried: this past weekend
28. The school I go to is: HHS
27. Last person I got mad at: Casey
26. My worst drinking experience was: in CT
22. The 3 all-time best movies are: Garden State, Da Vinci Code, Benchwarmers, Beerfest
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: having a good time
19. The most annoying thing ever is: people that don't give straight answers

HOW YOU FEEL..
18. The most annoying person you know is:
oh god

17. I lose all respect for people who:
continuously make the same mistake and don't care

16. The movies I have cried at are:
oh god. i cry at alot of them

15. My closest friends:
mm idk

14. TV show you watch:
OTH

13. Favorite web site:
sparknotes. lol no idk

12. I want to be 18 so I can:
buy porn - no jk. be able to be free

11. The worst pain I was ever in was:
wasn't physical

10. My favorite phrase:
suckkk itttt

9. My room has:
atleast 7 buddhas in it

8. My favorite celebrity is:
Rachel McAdams

5. My weakness is:
Boys

4. My favorite teachers:
Mr. J or Mrs. Ballew

3. Who broke your heart:
a few

2. I filled out 208 questions because:
I'm not tired.

1. Right now I want:
my room to clean itself

shitty 16 what?

2007-01-15T22:37:21Z

6346347277: wellll to tell you the truth, i really dont know. i dont remember what we did, i know i kissed him. and i dont remember anything after that, thats how freaking horrible i was. and i really had no idea what i was doing, and i can garentee you he didnt either. he started drinking before i even got there, so he was worse then i was.

im glad he lied to me. now i know he's a complete and total asshole and i have no doubt in my mind that i haven't done something worse to him than he has to me.

thanks for a great fucking birthday. i really mean it.

nfggcchik @ 2007-01-13T23:53:00

2007-01-14T04:53:20Z

i can't believe he's lying to me

nfggcchik @ 2007-01-13T22:46:00

2007-01-14T03:46:36Z

i hate not being able to trust people =\

i got my semi dress today! im so happy.. at first i didnt like it, but i suppose it will grow on me.
now i get to shop for accessories =] =]

nfggcchik @ 2006-12-24T13:43:00

2006-12-24T18:43:49Z

im sure feeling the holiday nostalgia today

nfggcchik @ 2006-12-16T21:41:00

2006-12-17T02:41:37Z

yesterday, Friday, was my day back at school and brian and i got into a fight over something stupid.. or well, he was upset and i didn't realize it, but that night we worked it out. =]
today we woke up at like 8 - but we made french toast and played video games all day. Steven came down, i haven't seen him in forever, so it was nice =]. brian left around 5 and i hung out with steven and andrew after that.. and did a puzzle. it felt good to just relax all day.
momma wouldn't let vicky come over though =[ because she wouldn't have a ride to work in the mroning. gayyy. shes leaving for LI on tuesday and i won't see her til friday.
brian and i are supposed to go christmas shopping soon, so i can get the rest of my presents and he can get his. i can't believe its 9 days away!

nfggcchik @ 2006-12-15T16:55:00

2006-12-15T21:55:53Z

i feel kind of guilty for never writing in this anymore.. since it used to be an every day thing when i was younger.
everything's been going okay i guess. school's whatever. i really don't seem to worry about it as much as i used to - until report cards come out and i realize that i should have worked harder.
i went to ny with lauren yseterday to go shopping. i got all my christmas presents done except for andrew and brian. i don't know why though.. i guess i just didnt know what to pick out for them. i had a big problem with that this year.. thats not like me.
brian and i have been good lately. its kind of weird that we're not going out, because pretty much there's nothing different than if we were. plus its kind of hard to explain to people the circumstances anyway. today i got into a huge discussion with devon and joe about it.. but whatever right? yeah.

christmas is in 10 days. im so excited. i just wish there was snow =[ its such bullshit. and we can't go skating because it's been liek 50 degrees.
i just hope its a good holiday <3

nfggcchik @ 2006-11-16T23:37:00

2006-11-17T04:37:50Z

shattered.
i dont even get how i even feel it anymore
i should be numb to this sort of thing

nfggcchik @ 2006-11-15T18:56:00

2006-11-15T23:56:25Z

i feel very sorry for never updating in here... ♥

so what made you think,
that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
When he found that bed so easily in the dark
[cute is what we aim for]

She thought that she could
buy happiness by the bottle
[cute is what we aim for]

I should make a move but I won't
And then you probably thinkin' something is wrong
Knowing if I do that it won’t be right
I wanna get down, but not the first night
[monica]

You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
[jimmy eat world]

I may never breathe if I hold my breath,
waiting til you come to your senses,
just like it began I fell into your hands,
cross my heart I never fall again
[count the stars]

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
[fall out boy]

Gimme one more drink and
I swear I think I'll be ready
to make the same mistakes again with you.
[cauterize]

I had to leave that night
Cause I knew something wasn't right
We held eachother as the night came to an end
But all I could think about was your boyfriend
If he only knew the things that you've done and said
And that you were lying here with me in this bed
[mest]

She looked at you and she said to your face
It's over, it's over
She's got a new man and it's time for you
To move over, move over
You're drunk and mad you wish that you
Were sober, were sober
[mest]

Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorise
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
[bright eyes]

I've got the money if you've got the time
You said it feels good
I said, I'll give a try.
[bright eyes]

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you
[paramore]

I got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
Bring you back to the bar, get you out of the cold
A sober straight face, gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared, that we know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home.
[brand new]

nfggcchik @ 2006-11-13T22:18:00

2006-11-14T03:18:22Z

i want him back
and for the millionth time i know it's not going to happen.

i tried to act you know, all i don't need him and shit.. but he knows i still do. every time i'm with another guy i feel like i'm cheating on him.

i had a lot of fun this weekend, besides when i was working.. even though it felt like the old times since spencer casey and i were up at the carrige house bitching about everything. i saw brian a lot, and everything was like perfect between us.
we both tried really hard to make sure nothing would be fought about.. and we did well, besides something stupid friday but that was my fault.
the tonight brian and i went out to eat and it was truley awesome. we were acting like we always used to, but then i just idk. maybe it wasn't all my fault.. but im trying so hard to be what he wants and he even said "i love you" like idk how many times.. but we're not getting back together and i can't bring myself to move on. i don't want to move on.

nfggcchik @ 2006-10-26T22:29:00

2006-10-27T02:29:26Z

this week was fucking hard.
i'm falling into this stupid depression thing, not that i ever got out of it.
brian finally is moving on, because his ego wants him to go fuck another girl ?
and sex is too strong of a thing to be wasted on someone he says he doesnt care about
yep. i think its retarded but oh well.. atleast im forced to move on.

in other news
maybe i do actually have the capability of liking someone else, and them liking me back.
even though theres no way it could work out.
not because they have a girlfriend (cough) but because sometimes you just can't do that to your friends.

i just want to be happy again=[ more than anything
i want to have it all back

nfggcchik @ 2006-10-17T18:34:00

2006-10-17T22:34:52Z

back to the drawing board..

i got a few tricks up my sleeve,
ain't gonna let a nigga hurt me

eww

2006-10-15T23:16:50Z

so hhhhmmmm

Friday
came home with lindsey & vicky.. and then we brought vicky home on our way to the doctor. after that we went to toms house & trevor showed up after his practice. we watched king of the hill, which was kind of weird, because brian & i used to watch that all the time.. but then trevor was like ew yo let's watch a movie. so we put on grandma's boy. we hung out a little longer & went back to lindsey's. trevor and i went out to get chinese food to bring back and i saw mikey and all those kids which was weird, but oh well. after the boys left, lindsey and i crashed.

Saturday
cleaned my room hardcore. lmao. no really, it's clean this time. i had a hard time keeping my mind off brian though, because as i was cleaning i found a lot of memories.. =\ but what can you do. i went to work and that was lame, so i couldn't hang out with the cool kids i made plans with. then i got out of work and we couldn't get ahold of trevor + lindsey was sick so we all didnt hang out. i came home & talked to brian for a little bit.. that was.. yeah.

Sunday
woke up extra extra early.. i couldn't sleep =\. finished up my room & hung out til i went to lindseys. my brother called me right before i left & flipped shit on me because he's being a douche bag for shit i didn't do. then the boys came over =] =] and i hung out for alittle bit but then trevor brought me homeeeeee. i played football with the family and then slept some more. trevor was supposed to come over again but oh well. i dont really care. he's weird.

bayside = alcohol and alter boys

2006-10-09T03:46:36Z

so this weekend, whoa.
lot better than i expected, since i had such a shitty week.
i suppose not seeing him will make me forget about him, little by little =\
or maybe not.
maybe when i see him monday morning ill freak out.
yeah, prolly the latter.

in other news, im visiting nikki asap;
there's some cute boys i want to hang out with again;
and one in particular that i haven't hung out with,
but promised, and promised it wouldn't be hunting. lmao.
honestly now

lindsey and i know how to have fun.
it was vickys mothafucking birthday on saturday =] =] we went out to breakfast..
and then she went ?
idk =[
she still is sick, so is her mom NOT COOL.
love youall <3

nfggcchik @ 2006-10-06T04:15:00

2006-10-06T08:15:49Z

i can't sleep knowing he hates me so much

can some one hit me way hard

cuz i feel completely pathetic

nfggcchik @ 2006-10-05T22:50:00

2006-10-06T02:50:35Z

freaking the fuck out.
i can't take this you guys
i can't take it at all =[